I’m glad the day is over. I felt so unbelievably unproductive today. Maybe unproductive is not the right word. It feels more like I didn’t move forward at all. There were a few times where I felt like I was moving backwards. I guess that’s not too hard. I broke another record at work today again. I now have twelve projects on my list now. Started with eleven. Dropped it down to nine and in a span of two hours, I hit twelve.
I totally got distracted (in a good way) while writing this. Anyway, work was moving backwards. After work I ran some errands and it took up all my time before dinner. After dinner I did some work on my photos. This was the worst because looking at my older photos, I think I’ve gotten worse. I think I’ve improved a lot technically, but my I think some of my older photos have more impact. So, maybe my creativity is dying. Besides that, I’m definitely just letting down everyone around me. I’m sure I’m spreading myself too thin right now and things should be better soon. I hope it does. Most of the stress is coming from work. This really is the only time I’ve been truly stressed out by work. We did interview two people today so I may be getting some help doing the grunt work.
Don’t take me too seriously though. It’s just one of those days where I feel like I’m a big disappointment. I’ll get over it. I’m not one of those always see the silver lining type person, but what I do believe in is that things will work out. They always work out. May not be optimal, but I get through it. Light at the end of the tunnel, all that good stuff, it’ll be here soon.